Friday February 6th
We were lying in bed having a snuggle and whispered talk
before the advent of our pad-footed alarm clock (if we talk in louder voices
Callie hears us and doesn’t come up the stair to wake me up) and I asked my
blonde bombshell if something had happened in the last week which had caused
her to be upset or anything. She did the, “Ah… Um…” conversation pre-amble.
“Have you noticed something then, MyMy?” [That’s her
nickname for me.]
“Well, I am not sure if I am being silly but I think that
in the last week you have seemed a bit more assertive than you used to be and
more forthright… I don’t know. I am probably just being foolish… Has something
happened?”
“You mean the ‘me taking more control of our bonking’
sort of thing?”
“Well, there’s that and the idea of moving Sally’s day so
we could do more things in the week. Getting tickets to see Paddington tonight.
I am being mad aren’t I?”
“I am so pleased you’ve noticed. I was beginning to worry
that you were insensitive to what I have been doing.”
It turns out that her and her friends [mainly Deborah,
Kay, Janet, Kim, and Mary] had been discussing our relationship. (Thanks a
bunch guys!) They arrived at the opinion that I was a bit controlling and she
was a bit of a passive partner. I have agonised about this very thing for the
whole of our relationship and we have talked about it ad infinitum, too. Laura had
assured me, again and again, there was nothing wrong and she was happy with the
dynamics of our partnership. She liked me taking decisions, after consulting
her about them; she enjoyed being “educated” into the arts and music and
culture, and the like, as she had a huge hole in her life where those things
were concerned.
Her friends seemed to think there should be more of
Laura’s input into what we did. I was about to protest at this point but she
stopped me and explained that she was happy going to the theatre and concerts
and exhibitions that I had chosen because she wouldn’t know where to start if
she was left to do it all herself. She had told her friends this. They asked
her what she did socially before we were a couple. (Sensible question, I
thought.) She had to admit that all she really did was hang around in Carlisle
with her mates on a Saturday, sneak into the pub in the village – underage, of
course - and go to the cinema. Occasionally she’d go out for a meal with family
or friends and, even more rarely, to a disco with her friends or something
which she absolutely hated as it seemed like a cattle market where the idea was
to meet the opposite sex to find someone to shag.
They’d asked her what we didn’t currently do that she’d
like to do more. There were three things: she would like to have more
spontaneous, dangerous sex. Sex where we could be caught doing it! She’d like
to go to other places than the Peak and the Lakes all the time and she’d love
to go to the cinema more often.
The two trips to London we have made in the past few
months – to see Veronese and Rubens – had opened her eyes to the possibilities
of visiting more places to widen our shared experience.
I let out a huge sigh of relief. I’d had the horrible
feeling that what she was saying might be going to take a direction that would
be heart-breaking for me. I was wrong. I told her this and she started kissing
me, telling me that she would never do anything like that. I asked her what
she’d got planned, when she could be gently prised away from my face.
She is going to scour the listings for cinema visits. She
fancies one per week but one a fortnight may be more realistic. She’d like to
visit more stately homes and National Trust properties, we are NT members but
tend to use the membership to get free car parking in the Lakes and the Peak!
She also fancies more museum visiting and we have to use our static caravan on
Arran. It has only been my Dad & Louisa who have used it. I need to get my
money’s worth out of it. [That told me!]
Could we do some trips abroad like to Paris or Brussels
or Bruges for long weekends away? She feels that because I have seen masses of
places in the UK and Europe it seems like I don’t really feel the need to go
again but she hasn’t even been to any of them, once.
I told her I was 100% behind this initiative and we’d
start today by thinking about a weekend away before Easter and then we’d
definitely go to the van for a fortnight on Arran during that holiday. We could
do the cinema as and when and museum trips could be weekend day excursions
either in the car or on the train.
We spent a good part of our swimming time indulging in
speculation about possible destinations, which meant we were much slower
completing our 100 lengths than usual. Sarah had noticed and asked if we’d
upped the number again. (We did this once before and it completely knackered
us!) We explained about wanting to more travelling in the UK apart from the
Lake District and she came up with the notion of using Travelodges. Apparently
they do amazingly good deals if you book well in advance (I seem to have heard
this idea somewhere else before!) and she thinks dogs are welcome too.
Laura said she’d get on the case in between lectures
today and I had the brainwave of chasing Cathedrals. I have been to a lot
already as part of my Masters’ Degree and Laura has always expressed a desire
to see some to, so that is our plan. We are going to chase all the mediaeval
British cathedrals, we’ll capture them in photgraphs and words and in our
memories. Maybe we could make our own Cathedrals Photobook?
Loll said she’d get sangers and rendezvous back at my
broom cupboard for lunch and we could surf using the Uni’s computer network.
After we had had some more bonking. I had to put paid to the latter suggestion
as Ma Nature had come calling when Laura arrived with the sandwiches.
Laura found that the Travelodge deals didn’t always work
out pretty cheap at all. However, with persistence and a good deal of swearing
at the computer she found three nights in July, at the Travelodge in Durham,
for a grand total of £105! She said that could be our first cathedral. I had to
disagree. Whilst she’d been busy on the Uni’s computer I had been tableting
East Coast Trains and found us a day return ticket to York, in May, for £11
each (standard class). That could be our first cathedral; plus we could visit
the Jorvik exhibiton, as well, and maybe York Museum. All in all a very
lucrative lunchtime.
Afterwards Laura said, “You know I haven’t started yet…”
I spent a few delightful minutes giving her delight across my desk.
Seeing Paddington in the cinema at 4pm was a master
stroke. It was nearly deserted. Well, OK, it was about a third full and the
majority of people in there were either wrinklies or mums with children. We
found ourselves seated at the end of a row with about a dozen children and
three women who could have been their parents stretched out along our row.
If you want a really feel good film this is it. We have
seen it before but there is so much more you notice the second time around that
you missed before. The audience were very vocal with their laughter and I found
myself laughing along with them too. The most amusing audience reaction came
when Paddington was using the cordless hand vacuums to climb the chimney. When
he couldn’t quite reach the top of the chimney and looked to be falling to a
fiery doom below there was a collective sigh from the older people as he
started descending. That started me off giggling and Laura wanted to know what
had made me giggle in the first place.
Buoyed with the success of Paddington our next foray into
a kinematographic emporium is next Wednesday for Into the Woods. Laura thinks
that Shaun the Sheep should be on our agenda too. Are we dumbing down a little?
Perhaps, but what the hell.
Saturday 7th Feb.
So, what exactly is Tony like then?
He’s about 6’ tall. He certainly towers over Mum, but then most people
do as she is quite tiny. He is slim-ish. He seemed to be a bit skinnier than
Dad although, to be fair, Dad has put on some weight round his middle these
last few years, so it wouldn’t be hard to be thinner than him. He has all his
hair, which was cut quite short and arranged without a parting. It is mostly
grey. He has a beard which is about the same length as his hair. This is
unusual as it is white at his chin but brown on his cheeks – I assume brown
would have been his natural colouring. His eyes are a rich brown colour, a
lightish brown, not the really deep brown you sometimes see.
His manner is quite striking. He appears to be very quiet but comes
across as very self-confident and happy within his skin. He is so soft spoken
at first I thought he may have had a sore throat but it seems that is his
natural delivery. This is the strangest thing about him, on first acquaintance.
I suppose it is strange to me because all the people I know have to use their
voice to address rooms full of people and so they have a much louder natural
speaking voice and use a variety of vocal tricks and techniques to make their
conversations sound interesting and animated. Tony only ever speaks to his customers
on a one to one basis and therefore has no finesse in his delivery. It could be
easy to mistake his quiet monotone for a lack of intelligence but you would be
surprised by his wit and sharpness, once you have spent some time in his
company.
We met in the Circle Bar at about ten to seven so we could be properly
introduced and get to know each other before the concert started. His seat was
on the same row as ours but about six or seven away, which may have proved
awkward but Mum told him they would wait until the final bell had been rung
before going in and if there were two seats together somewhere they’d snaffle
those instead.
I asked if he was interested in classical music and did he have a
favourite composer. It seems he is a dabbler rather than an expert and I am
afraid to say he is a Classic FM listener. He did say something which made my
face colour and want to slap my Mum: (paraphrased) “I don’t know a great deal,
that’s for sure. However, I do know what I like and I know that Mozart wrote
the ‘Haydn Quartets’…” If it had been said in a smug, aren’t I clever sort of
way we would instantly have become deadly foes but he was so charming with it
and he said it with a self-deprecatory smile that my annoyance was quashed
before it had a chance to appear. I did try giving Mum a Paddington style Hard
Stare, but she just smiled at me in that infuriating supercilious way she has
when she knows she’s put one over on me.
He did say he was looking forward to the Rodrigo Concierto de Aranjuez,
which, he claimed, was one of the reasons he had agreed to come along this
evening, another was the Mozart symphony (the Prague) but he couldn’t recall
ever hearing “The Lark Ascending “ or the de Falla piece. He also said he
accepted so he could meet Mum’s often talked about daughter. You could tell he
wasn’t being sarcastic, which can be the default setting for some people (erm…
that could be me, BTW).
He asked me about my interest in Classical Music and wasn’t it unusual
for someone so young to be eschewing the contemporary for the archaic? I don’t
know why but I found myself explaining to him that I had started listening as a
way of rebelling against Mum & Dad’s loud guitar driven rock music which
was played all the time at home. Our home in Norwich had speakers wired in the
lounge, kitchen and even Dad’s study/office. So when something was being played
there was no escaping it at all!
He asked Laura the same thing and her explanation centred around the
fact her home in West Cumbria was a bit of a cultural desert and she had taken
to my choice of music as a way of widening her knowledge. How I was her mentor,
pointing out things I thought she would like but never trying to guide or
define her taste. She admitted she had begun by liking the pieces I liked but
was beginning to find her own choices and preferences. She said I was like her
water wings at first but she had long since discarded them and was now swimming
unaided. I gave her a swift peck on the cheek at that rounding endorsement and
he took our interaction without a blink. Another plus point in his favour.
The only time he became more animated was when he started talking about
his wood-working. He began to describe his love of the wood and how he took
enormous pride in the pieces he created for people. You could tell by the
passion in his tone and delivery that this was something he sincerely cared
about and was quite probably more of an expert in, than I was about Classical
Music.
He spoke about his two children, but not all that much and not in the
sort of detail you get from Mum when she is going on about her brood. He did
say he was a grandfather and that he loved the role even though his son and
daughter lived a fair distance away he tried to see them and their children as
often as he could. He has three grandkids, they are all girls! The oldest is
fourteen, then one is ten and the other six. The fourteen year old and six year
old are sisters. He did tell us their names and showed us pictures on his
mobile phone. It is hard to tell a personality from a photograph but they all
looked sweet. [I didn’t commit their names to memory, but they were nothing
weird or unusual as far as I can recall, no Charlenes, Chelseas or anything
equally as chavvy.]
The little job at Mum’s turns out to be replacing her kitchen cupboard
doors with real wood ones. She had a contemporary looking kitchen when she
moved in and always said she would like to get rid of the shiny door fronts
sometime. Well, she has. Tony has installed solid oak doors from a reclaimed
source, which makes them very enviro-friendly. She’s chosen a pale oak colour
and was disappointed she hadn’t taken a picture of them to show us. Tony had,
though – also on his phone – they look lovely.
Mrs B arrived just as the first bell was rung, so we didn’t have time
for anything more than a swift hello and a introductions all round before she
fled to the interval drinks ordering ( we did ours as we bought the ones we
were sipping). We arranged a meet up during the interval. Giving Mum & Tony
a breather we wandered into the auditorium and waited to see if she would be
forced to come and sit beside us in her seat. She didn’t. I looked round just
before the conductor arrived on the stage to see her and Tony way up on the
left hand side, she saw me and waved.
The English Chamber Orchestra was very good. They played the Mozart with
the gusto it requires; Xuefei Yang played the Rodrigo so well. She was quite
tiny and the guitar looked a bit outsized in hands. Her fingers danced along
the fret board and I was really impressed by the feeling she managed to evoke
from the piece. Laura, who hasn’t seen a classical guitar player in concert
before, was intrigued by the block on the stage before Xuefei came out. I
suppose it isn’t something you think about when the only people you have seen
playing guitars before have done so standing up! She looked quite young but Mrs
B informed me, during the interval, that she was actually 37! That’s 10 years
older than me!
Mrs B and Tony seemed to get on quite well. She and Mum are old hands
together now and she does tend to be a bit like a second Mum to me at times.
She did tell Tony that he mustn’t let me brow-beat him with my extensive
knowledge of music and that he had to not take all that I said at face value.
[Erm thanks a lot Mrs B] To compound the offence Mum joined in the character
assassination telling him I was also dreadfully sarcastic and that was one of
the things I had inherited from my father.
What really made me like this guy was the way he came in to my defence,
claiming I couldn’t be all they claimed as what he had seen so far belied their
description. OK, he was totally wrong, but it is nice to have a stranger fight
your corner for you. Laura started giggling when he began defending me. She
explained she found it funny that yet another person had sprung to my team,
apparently I get a lot of people on myside (usually males) without even knowing
I was doing it. Mum and Mrs B then proceeded to list the men who had succumbed
to my charms without me even realising it. I was shocked. Amused by their
comments but shocked just the same. Could they be right or were they just
teasing?
In the second half I asked Loll if it was true and she said that in a
way it was. I seemed to attract men like bees to a honey pot but the charming
thing was I had no idea it was happening. I just carried on the way I do,
oblivious to the attention I appeared to be getting. Well she’s right about one
thing, if it isn’t an elaborate joke on their part, I am oblivious to any of
what they said. I can’t be that insensitive, can I? Really?
The second half was just as good as the first. The Lark Ascending was good
too. I have seen the soloist, Stefanie Gonley, play the Vivaldi Four Seasons so
I knew how good a player she is. She is the opposite in appearance to Xuefei
being tall with a tousled mass of curly hair. She also was very expressive in
her movement about the stage whereas Xuefei had to remain seated during her
performance.
I had not heard the piece by de Falla before but I will have another
listen on Youtube, it was lovely.
We had a brief chat with Mum & Tony in the foyer before they went
off to who knows where and the Lollster and I headed back home to a dog walk
and a welcoming mug of drinking chocolate before bedtime.
Obviously you can’t tell what makes a relationship succeed by looking at
the outside, but if Mum & Tony do become a serious item I, for one, will be
pleased for her. He seemed very nice. In fact I would go so far as to say he
seemed a very fanciable chap for his age. This sort of got me wondering why
there wasn’t another woman in the picture and why Mum? Maybe I am being over
cautious. She deserves to have someone to share her life with again rather than
just being the “Mother” all the time.
Sunday 8th February
It is our considered opinion that on first meeting Tony passed muster.
He seemed nice, polite, amusing in a quiet way and wasn’t a pervert or
anything. Maybe our opinions will change or be reinforced over time; whether
there will be any time is Mum’s decision to make. I would certainly have loved
to have been a fly on the wall after the concert. Not in any prurient way, but
just to see if what we saw was really what we were going to get. The key thing,
though, was that he made Mum seem happy and anyone who does that has to get the
brownie points, don’t they?
We had a bit of lie in and then I walked the dog on a shortish walk
whilst Loll cooked up a full English breakfast. Rah, rah, rah. On the way back
in I was accosted by Steve who gave me two carrier bags. They were our venison
joints. I was able to whizz them down to the cellar and the freezer without
them being spotted as Laura wasn’t in the kitchen.
Coming out of the cellar I made Laura scream as she hadn’t
heard me pottering about down there and I gave her a surprise and shock. After
picking up the dishcloth, which hit me fair and square in the face when she
threw it at me, she asked what the hell I was doing. I explained that Steve had
given me two carrier bags of spare venison which he got from a shoot and which
were too much for him, so he’d asked me if I wanted them. I told her that I’d
agreed and now the meat was freezing in our cellar.
She wanted to know all about the meat and I was able to
honestly say the deer had been killed before last weekend and the meat had been
butchered by a licenced game butcher. All of which was true, even if the truth
was slightly elasticated. She seemed fine with my explanation. Phew!
We took a stroll along Rivelin after breakfast, which may
have been a mistake as there seemed to be everyone and their father out along
the riverside. We went as far up as the Wyming Brook trail end and the road to
the reservoir, then we turned round and headed back to the car park. It is a
very popular walk it appears, on a Sunday, I wonder how busy it is in the week.
When the nights get lighter it could be worth a revisit to see.
I skyped Suze when we got in (pre-arranged) and gave her
the low down on Tony. Annabelle and Jill were really interested too. I have
been tasked with getting a picture of him to wing across to Australia as soon
as possible. Dad called after I had finished talking to Susannah, Louisa is off
in to hospital on Monday to check everything is OK. It is just an out-patient’s
visit. I did toy with telling Dad about Tony but decided to hang fire, in case
there is nothing more to report. He’s all set for our visit on Friday night and
is amused by the way my big mouth has got us driving up via Newcastle Theatre
Royal and a ballet performance. He isn’t going to the concert on Saturday which
isn’t the Halle as I have been previously saying; it’s the St Petersburg
Symphony Orchestra. The Halle play the Sands centre later in the year. It’s an
easy mistake to make.
I was going to phone Mum but decided against doing so. I
will let her call me and tell her all about the rest of her evening, if she
wants. I don’t want to appear nosy – although I am just itching to know the
details!
We watched the recording I’d made of the film Hugo this
evening, again. It was still really good. It grows better with repeated viewing I feel - as do most films.
As a footnote Laura has now joined me in our mother
nature’s prank. We are yet to synchronise to the same day but it is pretty
spooky how we have aligned our times of the month so readily. I wonder if this
is common amongst female lovers?
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